Where is your citizenship? According to the Bible, there are only two citizenships: that of the world, and that of heaven; the kingdom of darkness, and the kingdom of light. In which of these do you hold citizenship? To which one of these do you belong?If you are of the world, the Bible says that you mind earthly things. That is, your life revolves around, and your heart seeks the things, the pleasures, the riches, the honors of this present world. Maybe there is an outward show of religious belief and confession. Yet your heart seeks the earthly. The goals of the world are yours. How much money? What kind of pleasures? The amount of honor and power? You live, then, to gratify your own lusts. You speak your own language. You worry about losing what you have. Your god really is your belly, your own appetites. That is what you serve. Life to you, then is how much money you have, the good times you experience, the things you possess, the satisfying of your cravings: that is your life.But if, by the living and powerful grace of God, your are a citizen of heaven, then although you live in this world, your heart revolves around and your love centers in Jesus Christ. You feel out of place here below. As you grow and as you move about in this world you feel that this world cannot satisfy you, cannot be your home. You speak a different, spiritual language. And there is a tension in your life to be with the Lord. Behind all of your planning, all of your building of a home, your working, your training for a job, behind all of your life is the eager expectation of the coming of Jesus Christ, the day of glory, the day when you will be with Him. You feel as if you are an alien on the earth. You do not fit spiritually. A different spirit dwells in you. Where is your citizenship? Here below? Or in Heaven?
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Where Is Our Citizenship?
Friday, September 18, 2009
A Dying Pastor's Lord's Day Prayer
Now that school has started up again, I haven't had much time to read, write, or blog. So, this is my first time posting in a while. I could have shared my notes from the various math books I have been reading, but for obvious reasons I decided not to.
O Holy & Merciful Father :
We come to you in Jesus’ name because His name is above all names. We come to you in His righteousness because our own is nothing but filthy rags covered with the stench of our sin. We come to you because the blood of Jesus ever pleads mercy for us who deserve nothing but hell. We come to you because you love us with an everlasting love and you find great joy in our coming…you rejoice in our coming and love loving us. We come to you because—whether we acknowledge it or not, live in the reality of it or not—you are the only one who can help us, the only one who will always love us to yourself, the only one who never fails.
We come to confess that we all too often find Egypt more satisfying than the pilgrim journey to Zion. We confess that we want the securities of this world—money & health & jobs & good grades & fulfilling relationships & circumstance that go our way & people who like us—and really small problems & minimal suffering & little cost and inconvenience in following you. We love so much of what everyone else in this world loves…and I don’t know if we make Jesus look great, show that he’s our greatest treasure. Sometimes I wonder if the spirit of Esau is in us…that is a fearful thing…I pray that we are not Esaus…have mercy on us. And sometimes it’s hard to know if we’re real…if our faith is the saving kind. Come, Spirit, and help us.
Words fail miserably to express our thanks for your mercies that are new everyday—and your love that doesn’t fail and your forgiveness that knows no end and your joy over us that defies any human reason.
So we come today, like we do almost every Lord’s Day…knowing it’s you we need. Will you come to us? Please don’t leave us off or keep your Spirit from us. Our greater fear is that you would not visit us and we not know it. We know our lives need transforming and reforming so that we see and love Christ above everything else. For some of us that’s going to mean salvation—be merciful to those who are still dead in their sin. For others it’s going to mean leaving a lot of self-centered, self-protecting, self-made ideas of what Christianity is. For others it will mean losing something or leaving something or confessing something they’re scared to death to lose or leave or confess. And then there are all the things that we don’t even know to pray for if we are going to come to love you above all.
But this is what we know: you are our God and only Savior. There is none like you and no other that we want. We don’t always know what that looks like or means, but we know it’s true. You are life and love and joy and peace and contentment and health and happiness and rest and forgiveness and mercy and righteousness and the greatest pleasure we could ever know. Our minds deceive us, our bodies are traitors, our hearts wander, the world is set against us, Satan is our merciless enemy, and many of us are weary…finding it hard to leave the rival loves and throw off the clinging sins and fix our gaze on Jesus. So we come…just as we are, having no where else to go and wanting no where else to go…you and you alone have the words of eternal life. For your name’s sake, so Jesus is exalted, for your pleasure…we plead that you will visit us by Word, Spirit an Sacrament this Lord’s Day. May it be a happy and holy day because you have come to commune with your people. Hear our prayer and say “Yes” to everything that glorifies your name and cause us to find our greatest joy there. Grant us the gift of repentance and the desire of confession…may we humbly, freely, happily come to you knowing you are our God and we will always be met with mercy so that we may receive grace to help in our time of need. And we need you.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Why discuss theology? Why blog about it?
The writers on this blog, of which I am a contributor, are all good friends and have a theological range within historic orthodoxy. Paul Conrad, Aaron Hanbury, and Sean Stewart have all recently graduated from college, and Chris Brantley and myself are still finishing up are undergrad. Two of the five are Reformed Baptist, One is reformed non-denominational, one is a PCA brother, and one a non-denominational, non reformed brother. So there is enough to be together on and enough to disagree on so that we may have productive discussion. Give it a look!
Monday, June 29, 2009
Review of "Worship in Song" by Scott Aniol
Aniol begins by picking apart misunderstandings of biblical applications. He denies the “encyclopedic” approach to applying scripture by stating that it is a misunderstanding of Sola Scriptura. Aniol then describes what he calls a proper response to God in worship as “affections”. He suggests that our current culture has blended the lines between “passions” and “affections” and he attempts to distinguish them again. Aniol ends the first section by giving examples of men from the past like Edwards and Luther who had become weary (even in their day) of emotionalism in worship.
In the section on personal worship, Aniol focuses on the meaning of music and different responses that all music yields. He suggests that music has textual meaning, associative meaning, and intrinsic meaning. Aniol reasons that there is a strict relationship between beauty in music and the glory of God. Yet, he quickly warns us that beauty in music can become dangerous when the music becomes the idol we are worshipping. He concludes his second section by exhorting Christians to “sanctify” their emotions with godly music.
The area of worship which Aniol is probably most concerned about is his last section on corporate worship. He confirms from scripture that true worship is a response to God, therefore, should be primarily directed to God. He does explain that worship has horizontal affects but only as a secondary purpose. He claims much of the “worship music” used in the evangelical church is shallow and appealing more to our emotions than to God’s glory. Aniol makes a plea to pastors and churches not to focus on performance in worship but on congregational participation. He makes a final plea to worship leaders to seriously consider their worship service and take time to think through the importance of leading a congregation in response to the glory of God.
Critique
I thoroughly enjoyed reading “Worship in Song”. Aniol’s words and Scripture helped me once again carefully evaluate my motives concerning worship. His book was highly academic, well thought-out, and carefully constructed. Aniol’s discussion on the “essence of worship” was superb. He rightly explained God’s thoughts on worship using the story of the Samaritan woman in John 4. Aniol writes, “[Jesus] emphasized the two essential elements of worship, namely spiritual response (spirit) and understanding of truth.”
I want to expound on three important disagreements I have with Aniol. First, in chapter 4 he states, “I love my wife, I love pizza, I love soccer, and I love God. But I do not love each of these in the same way”. I mostly agree with that statement. He continues, “Likewise, if I express love to God in the same way I express love to my wife, He would be very displeased.” Of course our love for pizza or sports should be completely different than our love for God. But God set up the illustration of a bride and bridegroom relationship to mimic the relationship of Christ and His church. So we would vehemently reject any form of erotic or sensual desire for Christ, but we would agree that the affection you have for your wife should mimic the affection Christ has for you and vice versa. In a sense, the affection I have for my wife should replicate my affection for Jesus Christ in an infinitely deeper way.
Second, in chapter 6, Aniol claims music carries intrinsic meaning as its deepest level of meaning. I have no problem with that assumption. He argues that music can aurally represent certain good and bad emotions. Aniol attempts to show this relationship by saying music that is “loud, fast, and intense usually mimics anger.” As Aniol continues, he admits that these characteristics do not present absolutes in music. Not all music that is loud, fast, and intense mimic anger. Also, Aniol seems to think that different styles of music cannot legitimately produce similar characteristics or emotions. I assume this because his list of music in the appendix, which can “sanctify” our emotions, is all from one particular style of music. I would contend that music can produce meaning and many different styles of music can produce similar meaning. A song can sound somber or majestic with a string orchestra or with a guitar and drums. So to give a list of classical music as the only style of music which can properly display the characteristics of God drastically falls short of the plethora of God honoring music available today.
Interestingly enough, I strongly agree with Aniol’s thoughts in chapter 14 which is my final critique. Many evangelical churches today have a steady diet of sentimental or surface level songs in their corporate worship. This is one of the reasons why many evangelicals would rather not think deeply about God and his attributes. If worship is a response to the truth about God, our worship songs should be saturated with truth about God! My concern is not that Aniol would rather use doctrinally rich songs in worship but that he opposes the use of sentimental songs at any time in worship. He says, “In addition to shallowness, sentimentalism in modern texts does not foster deep affections for God, but rather surface emotionalism.” I am not convinced that a sentimental song only produces surface emotionalism in mature believers. I believe that a simple text can produce dependence and adoration for God (Psalm 42:1-2). If Aniol is referring to songs which appear to be speaking about our girlfriend or simply not speaking of the same characteristics that God possesses, than I whole heartily agree that music of that kind has no place in worship. I am in complete agreement that a steady diet of sentimental music can produce surface emotionalism. We should strive to sing songs about God that are filled with God and the person and work of Jesus Christ. This will aid the church in their sanctification.
In conclusion, I found myself agreeing with the vast majority of Aniol’s thoughts. I find that ironic because I have been educated on worship primarily by Bob Kauflin’s sermons and articles. Kauflin and Aniol agree on most aspects of Worship yet they come to very different applications. I think this dichotomy can be explained because much is said on worship in the Bible but never does the Bible mention style. We can correctly apply all principles in scripture concerning worship and still appear far from each other stylistically.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
A new song (for me)
The second verse is very special to me. I was running my hell bound race and Christ found me.
ALL I HAVE IS CHRIST
I once was lost in darkest night
Yet thought I knew the way
The sin that promised joy and life
Had led me to the grave
I had no hope that You would own
A rebel to Your will
And if You had not loved me first
I would refuse You still
But as I ran my hell-bound race
Indifferent to the cost
You looked upon my helpless state
And led me to the cross
And I beheld God’s love displayed
You suffered in my placeYou bore the wrath reserved for me
Now all I know is grace
Hallelujah! All I have is Christ
Hallelujah! Jesus is my life
Now, Lord, I would be Yours alone
And live so all might see
The strength to follow Your commands
Could never come from me
Oh Father, use my ransomed life
In any way You choose
And let my song forever be
My only boast is You
Lyrics: Jordan Kauflin
Luke
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Belated Reflections from NEXT 09
We were led through Scripture by brilliant men. Joshua Harris kicked off the conference with a message on the Preeminence of Christ. D.A. Carson followed Harris by speaking on "The Word Became Flesh." Kevin DeYoung, a young pastor of University Reformed Church (I was able to visit there in the winter!) in East Lansing, Michigan, spoke on the life of Jesus Christ. C.J. Mahaney spoke on the death of Jesus Christ. Sinclair Ferguson, Pastor of First Presbyterian Church of Columbia, SC. capped off the conference by speaking on the Resurrection, Ascension, and Return of Christ.
We had a panel discussion on one of the nights of the conference held by Mark Dever. The panel consisted of Dever, DeYoung, Ferguson, Justin Taylor, Harris, and Mahaney. Of course, the worship was led by Bob Kauflin and accompanied by three different bands (NA Band, Reilly, Zelos) as well as a string orchestra.
My vision of Christ became so much bigger as a result of every message. I was particularly impacted by D.A. Carson's message and C.J. Mahaney's message.So, here are a few of the truths that were made alive to me at NEXT.
The first verse Josh opened with to start of the weekend was Luke 6:46, "Why do you call me Lord, Lord, and not do what I tell you." What a way to start off my weekend. I am sitting cozy in my seat with my starbucks by my side and......... whack! Josh isn't worried about immediate encouragement. He wants us to be confronted by Scripture that is going to penetrate our thinking and actions. Josh exhorted us to be built on a firm foundation, a rock, who is Jesus Christ. He said, "If you want to feel deeply, you must think deeply." "Emotion is a good thing. But it needs to be built on something. Something solid". He didn't want all this teaching and doctrine to go straight to our head and never penetrate our lives. Josh ended his message with this exhortation:
Christian doctrine is for living. It comes to us in words on a page, but it wasCarson, tackled John 1 the next day with his message, "The Word Became Flesh." I am still going back to my notes from this message and recovering some aspect of truth that passed over my mind. Carson notes that "the Word" which is the "self expression of God" miraculously does four things for us: (these are his 4 points)
never meant to stay on a page, it was meant to be lived in our lives. It’s not
enough to have your life in close proximity to the rock. It’s not enough to be
near people who are dug down deep into the rock. You have to build your house on
the rock. And that’s expressed in doing what he says.
1. The Word creates us.
2. The Word gives us light and life.
3. The Word confronts us and divides us.In John 3:16 the “world” is the human created order and their rebellion against
God. God’s love is not awesome because the world is not so big, it is because
the object of his love is so bad. The world did not recognize him – the world he
had made – and this is unthinkably bad. The most heinous thing we do is not
rape, or genocide, or lying…it is ignoring our maker.
4. The Word incarnates God to us.
Carson concludes his message by telling us how to know our God better.
Do you want to see what God looks like? Study Jesus. We can see Jesus, the Word
made flesh. The Word did not become a junior God, or “hide out” in Jesus. The
Word became the flesh. He was God and human being at the same time.
I am greatly indebted to the teaching and example of these men. I hope to say more about the other speakers later.
Luke
Friday, June 19, 2009
JUSTIFIED?
Romans 2: 12-13
12For all who have sinned without the law will also perish without the law, and all who have sinned under the law will be judged by the law. 13For it is not the hearers of the law who are righteous before God, but the doers of the law who will be justified.
If are faith in Jesus Christ never penetrates our life it is dead faith.
Thank God for his grace to us daily.
Luke
Monday, May 18, 2009
Thoughtful Words from Calvin
"Men are never duly touched and impressed with a conviction of their insignificance until they have contrasted themselves with the majesty of God."
The doctrine of our total depravity and God's majestic sovereignty should be so precious to us as Christians. I hope to praise him for his character every day.
Luke
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The Wrath of God and the Death of Christ
"The Son of God was not created but took part in creation and has lived throughout all eternity 'in the bosom of the father' (John 1:18)-- that is, in a relationship of absolute intimacy and love. But at the end of his life he was cut off from the Father.
There may be no great inner agony than the loss of a relationship we desperately want. If a mild acquaintance turns on you, condemns and criticizes you, and says she never wants to see you again, it is painful. If someone you're dating does the same thing, it is qualitatively more painful. But if your spouse does this to you, or if one of your parents does this to you when you're still a child, the psychological damage is infinitely worse.
We cannot fathom, however, what it would be like to lose not just a spousal love or parental love that has lasted several years, but the infinite love of teh Father that Jesus had from all eternity. Jesus's sufferings would have been eternally unbearable. Christian theology has always recongized that Jesus bore, as the subsitute in our place, the endless exclusion from God that he human race has merited. . . . The death of Jesus was qualititatively different form any other death. The physical pain was nothing comared to the spiritual experience of cosmin abandonment. . . . On the Cross he went beyond even the worst human suffering and experienced cosmic rejection and pain that exceeds ours as infintely as his knowledge and power exceeds ours. . . . The Bible says that Jesus came on a rescue mission for creation. He has to pay for our sins so taht someday he can end evil suffering without ending us" (Keller 29-30).